thinking...

I've been thinking about New Year's resolutions. I really haven't commited myself to anything big. Sure, I'd like to lose a few pounds and tighten up my tummy (4 kids ya know), probably eat less crap and plan better menus for the week. But when it comes right down to it, I just want to be a better mom and wife.

I want to listen more and talk less. I want to play more and work less.

I want to let Abby know that I love her. I want her to feel like she counts in our family. I'm afraid that she has the middle child syndrome and I know that I need to pay much more attention to her comments and feelings.

I want Madalyn to know that she is a joy. I want her to develop into a helpful and friendly little girl.

I want Chantel to know that she can talk to us anytime about anything and we will always love her.

I want Chelsea to know that we love her and adore her. I want her to know that we see her accomplishments and are very proud of her.

I want Paul to know that I appreciate the work he does for our family. Working full-time, attending school for his MBA and serving our ward as bishop. He's got a full plate, but it's all good.

We are a blessed family.

I just want to do better...